Rumors of btp’s Death Have Been Greatly Exaggerated
So, it’s been getting back to me that there’s lots of rumors about my demise. Conspiracy theorists point to the fact that I’m barefoot on the cover of “Airbare8’s Greatest Posts” coffee-table book, or that stlo7’s posts frequently contain subliminal references about how “I buried btp”.
Some suppose that student_bee_reporter stung me with lethal rapier wit, or that ladkiddo drowned me in a big vat of Enfamil.
Sadly, it’s nothing quite so glamourous as all that. After 5 months looking for a job, I went a little crazy when I finally found work– I’d done a massive amount of networking and a number of opportunities came through all at once. I took many of them on and they proceeded to eat my life. It was like my schedule by Reaganomics– 50% of my time was spent on one job, 50% on another job, and the final 50% on the third project. I would wake up in the morning already behind on 5 different things.
Obviously not sustainable, especially given the toll it took on my fam, and unrelated family dramas that were happening concurrently. Obviously not sustainable in any way.
I’m now in what I hope is the tail-end of all that craziness, as I’ve been forcibly prying the excess work from my cold, dead, hands and handing it off to others. I miss being able to contribute and participate in other things, like RT (and sleeping).
I’ve been out of the loop, politically, for a few months now, and it has given me an interesting perspective on local and national politics. It’s interesting to not be part of the hyper-informed set that writes and reads RT. Frustrating, but interesting.
And after what happened with local elections this fall, as well as disappointments like the uphill struggle of proper healthcare reform, I truly believe we need to step back, ask “WTF”, and gain a better understanding of what makes people tick. Or it’s going to continually be like we’re watching the horror movie, where everyone is going down to the unlit basement, and we’re like “DON’T GO DOWN THERE!!! CAN’T..YOU…HEAR…THE…MUSIC??? C’MON, PEOPLE!”
I will do my best to try to raise these “WTF” questions going forward, even if I don’t have time yet to offer any answers.
One last note– even though I’ve been out of the loop and off the grid politically, I have been keeping occasional tabs on what’s going on with all y’all here at RT. The forced distance I’ve had to keep has given me more of the perspective of a reader as opposed to a highly-biased contributor. (Hint for those who are similarly time-constrained– go straight for the “In case you missed it…” posts by stlo7– they are the gateway drug that quickly directs you to the more detailed posts throughout the week.)
And I have to say, I’m amazed at the quality of what I read here, and the frequency, given that RT has been short-staffed for some time now.
I am proud to be a part of this, and I’m looking forward to easing back in as my life comes back into balance. Thanks all for continuing to write and read. I believe we are part of something bigger here. Spidey sense is telling me it’s bigger than politics, but it’s not saying much more than that at this point. I guess I have to adjust my tinfoil hat and wait for more transmissions from the mothership or something to get a clearer picture. (Ladkiddo, can you scoot 2 steps over? Now move your arms just like so. Ok great, the signal’s coming in now…)



